This wasn’t the plan
It’s been a long time
Since I liked someone
Let alone someone
Like you
A most unexpected feeling
You aren’t what I look for
But maybe what I was looking for
Was wrong all along?
I’m on the precipice
Now wondering what to do
A feeling of limbo
Should I, Shouldn’t I
Yet the thought of not having you
Is perhaps scarier than having you
The truth is, I feel so wholly accepted by you
Understood
And isn’t that what we all want?
To be understood
And to understand in equal parts
I guess what I’m trying to say is this
I don’t want to mess it up
But I also don’t want to jump
Because I’m unsure
And that’s a bad thing right?
So here I am
In a state of wonder
Weighing up the risk and reward
A deer in headlights
A night owl still
Where do I go from here?